Amanda

Your eyes're not the same, you're breathing in a different way. 

and you're more quiet, more slow.

it's not only about me.

I don't think so

But you frightened me that night. you were too quiet, chest not even moving. Telling me you couldn't sleep. So you walk straight to the door, dissapeared, did what you had to do, I pretended it was all a bad dream.

And you came back, laid down.

but I still couldn't hear you breathing

so baby please. please. just don't let it go too far.

I wish I could help, I'm sorry

I'm sorry but I'm too buissy with my own tears, 

those tears you

created.

sometimes I get stack to the memory, you and me, nothing else, 

and you're laughing, and talking, moving, loving,

answering my questions and giving me respons. 

but you're not like that anymore, you're just.. not.

I guess this is goodbye, guess the spring won't be able to help us out. 

but baby please promise me you'll be ok.

please, please promise me you'll be ok. 

maybe one day in the future we'll just step 

into eachother by a misstake, maybe we'll have a coffe then, 

what do you think?

just promise me it'll be alright

my memory off you will stay untouched.

just

promise me you'll stay safe

Love

A